Written by Chancaaaaa

Seconds. Minutes. Hours. Days. Weeks. Years. Decades. How long are you willing to allow this problem to persist? How long will analysis of the situation finally make you feel comfortable with taking action? Are you waiting for evidence? The right time? Confidence? A sign? How much more time of your life are you willing to lose? 

I’ve allowed myself to analyze, test, ruminate, fantasize, and endure. It’s been easier that way. Years have been lost to it — to the degree of sanity being lost. Abandonment has crept in through silent tiptoes. I’ve dreamt of what situations could’ve been. How I could’ve felt. What I would’ve missed. If the analysis continues, will I finally figure it out? If rumination continues, how much more time will that waste? Will my fantasies at some point come true? If a test is commenced, will I receive my answer? Was it there, facing me all along? How much more am I willing to take? 

Synchronicities, intuition, dreams, physical manifestations… Your soul will find ways to bring a message to you. It whispers to the soul, and it speaks louder than time. It demands to be heard, and it will persist until it is acted upon. Thoughts can continue, but waiting tortures the mind that strives for peace in self-advocacy. We must learn to accept emotional pain. It’s easy to make excuses — comfortable even, but what good is that doing to the soul? The lessons are whispering, but comfort is screaming. 

Waiting… Seconds. Minutes. Hours. Days. Weeks. Years. Decades. The clock will never stop ticking. How much longer are You willing to wait?

3/7/26